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Red sky. by fieldmouse Red sky. :iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 1 2
It is not the planet that carries her through light to night and all the seasons —
I use curtains and switches, and sweetened water in plastic cups with handles and lids.
I can no longer sustain her in a harness on my shoulders, and she asks why:
Why can’t we have cake for dinner?
Why did I have another baby?
Why does he get to cry so much?
Why did I make Granddad die?
I have no god to teach her of except her own small self, who knows nothing of blame.
She trips round the house, laughing yet, her feet swamped in my old black shoes.
:iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 1 0
Empty bellies.
i bring you mice unwrapped and see you
squeeze down tidbits of lungs and livers and lick
my lips
we covet something full:
a swan, a hart, but snow
fallout has left all small and greyed my clumsy limbs
never have worked for hunting
yours never, yours can’t want to
:iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 0 0
mulling vulgar thread over and
under my tongue,
as if from muslin rent with teeth I could
whip up silk and spit
pithy little stitches - - -
shape some snug indulgence
fit to your hips;
present a taste without touching your lips.
:iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 0 0
death disgusts you less than this these
wet potentiallings weeping without
without close on pared hands
i wait still lying back i am pushing
back prolonging preventing youpain
long overduelings pressing up at all my lips won’t
pass without tearings
i would never have borne
:iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 1 0
chasing chafe of skin on skin
rubbing rough -- hurry --
split the itch rich raw relief
dab dry red at gummy tongue
and heal?
   --in theory.
:iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 0 0
infesting time in
feel here, in the musty hollows of my ribs. things
will drop like fleas from a stray, splatter
fleshy to your feet, open
wet, entitled infant mouths. push
past the squick, these
pustules of juicy larvae -- beneath,
bones crumble like rotted cheese.
:iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 1 5
Sea. by fieldmouse Sea. :iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 5 2 Not Hedwig. by fieldmouse Not Hedwig. :iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 5 2 Not of Troy. by fieldmouse Not of Troy. :iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 7 8 Jigglypuff. by fieldmouse Jigglypuff. :iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 5 6 Heart paint. by fieldmouse
Mature content
Heart paint. :iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 1 4
Sleeps with butterflies. by fieldmouse Sleeps with butterflies. :iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 2 0 Time off being hardcore. by fieldmouse Time off being hardcore. :iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 1 1 Father and son. by fieldmouse Father and son. :iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 0 0 Blue girl. by fieldmouse Blue girl. :iconfieldmouse:fieldmouse 0 0

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keeps everything in scraps.
If you've got two secs, answer these questions in return for eternal LOVE? I borrowed them from Steph, who borrowed them from someone else, who probably did likewise...

What do you, as the audience, think that my art style says about me personally?

What type of feeling do you get from it, and what kind of feeling does that give you about me?

(These next two questions assume you actually know me, so you may skip these last two.)

Do you think it describes my personality well?

If not, what do you think would reflect it better?


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YouInventedMe Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2013   Writer
happy birthday! :cake:
fieldmouse Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013
Thank you! :)
aNarwhal Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
OH my whattt?! You are watching me!?!! :squee: HFIADHFuEAfiuh! Holy wowza. Ahahhh. :D
fieldmouse Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013
Yeah, your art is cool! And you've been so nice to me. (:
aNarwhal Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
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